I'm Terrified

One week from today I start my chemotherapy. I am terrified. I am not going to put a smile and tell you all that I am not scared because the truth is is that I am terrified. This is one of my hard days if you can tell just by the first couple of sentences. I do not feel like I am prepared at all. Some days I wish I would wake up from this horrible dream but I have to remind myself that this battle I am facing is my reality. This is a short post. I just needed to get this out that I am terrified and I do not know what to expect. If any one has any advice please let me know. Advice in regards to chemo. Things you wish you would of known or had with you to prepare for what is to come, if that makes sense? Well I hope you all are having a wonderful day. I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for listening.